to me.

there comes a time in life where you have important choices to make.
some of us know exactly what we want out of life; others go with the flow, take it easy and lay back; and others have absolutely no idea what they want.
there was a time where i knew what i wanted.
today, i have no fucking clue what i'm doing.
every move, every decision, every doubt... still, no clue.
sucks... when you used to be the one who was supposed to have it all figured out already.
what a disappointment. you disappoint yourself, because you dont care what others expect from you... its all you. you are the one that pushes yourself to do more, to go those extra miles that in the end make your legs hurt so much, but still, you keep jogging. you do not allow yourself to walk, and you never take a glimpse at the wonderfull view your passing by today.
be focused, eyes on your goal. you repeat constantly in your mind.
fool. the goal has been lost long ago on the road... you dont even remember what you were going after in the first place.

take a moment. stop. look around you. you cannot, you MUST NOT, live your life waiting.
that, my dear, is no life.
no more waiting.













-from me, to me.